did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?

you fall deeper with each passing day,

but try to hide it in every possible way.

he's only a friend, and nothing else--

that's the lie you keeping telling yourself.

you keep on saying he's just a bud,

but deep inside, you're falling in love.

you get so giddy when you meet his eyes,

but keep reminding yourself it isn't right.

a simple glance turns into a stare,

but you pretend that you don't care.

it's "not right" for you two to be.

is that why you hide it so no one can see?

but how long will you pretend?

keep lying that he's just a friend?

perhaps your feelings you can never show.

perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.

your friendship can't be risked over this,

so being his girl is an impossible wish... 

其实

其实

我很累了

其实

很少有人懂我

我习惯假装坚强

习惯了一个人面对所有

我不知道自己到底想怎么样

有时候

我可以很开心的和每个人说话

可以很放肆的

可是却没有人知道

那不过是伪装

很刻意的伪装

我可以让自己很快乐很快乐

可是却找不到快乐的源头

只是傻笑

我不习惯把事和别人说

因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我

其实

我很珍惜身边的人

只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘

把那些记忆通通忘掉

我以为遗忘可以让自己 快乐起来

可是

我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞

黑夜来袭

周围的空气很冷

一个人坐在草地对着天空发呆

也不知道自己脑子里在想什么

怀念过去

仅此而已

其实

我也很渴望有一个人能懂我

能走进我的心

其实

我很累了

真的想放下所有

可是现实的压力只能让我背着这些慢慢走

很想问你

很想问你

当你看见我为你写的每个字每个词

有没有哪一个曾经感动过你

很想问你

你是否有过因为我的关系

而改变过你任何一个主意

哪怕只是个渺小的决定

很想问你

看着我为你做的事，看着我为你写的文

你是以怎样的心情去看待

开心？感动？没感觉？还是一笑而过？

很想问你

当我身边有其他人了

你..还会吃醋么？

很想问你

看见以前的物品，场景

你是否会怀念以前的我们？

很想问你

你还会像以前那样

期待看见我，期待我找你吗？

很想问你

当我转身离开时

你是否曾经有想过伸手把我拉回来？

很想问你

我们还有可能吗？

i miss you and i love you ♥

we're so far apart, i can't show you how much i love you, i can only show you by words..
you can feel it, or maybe you can't, but it isn't that real by showing it using words..
i rather show it through my action..
but will i have that chance??
i'm waiting for this whole time, getting hurt, sad.. just want you to know that i really do love you..

it has been months that i have been waiting for you..
can you see that or feel it??
there's nothing much i can do now..
i just wish to see you as soon as possible ..

we have been through so much ..
you have deleted me so many times and tried to delete me from your life, tried to ignore me..
but end up, we are still close friends, that no one can separate us apart..
we argued because of a little stupid things, you got mad because i don't listen what you said, you got frustrated when i sleep late and i didn't study well..
i really appreciate it.. but i really don't know, do you appreciate what i have been doing for you??

all this time, what i have been through, can you see it? can you feel it?
it hurts, really hurt, but i said i have found someone that worth the pain for..
it is because that's you..
i said before, i never love someone so deep, until i met you...
and now, i'm in love with you, so deep, until i can barely breathe..
it might be very funny for you..
but it is true...
i just can't control my feeling towards you...

7th august ~ we get to know each other.. do you still remember??
today is 30th november 2010..and do you know we have known each other for 115 days already??
do you know after a week we will be knowing each other for 4 months?

our promise, do you still remember??
the words i said before, do you still remember??
reading back our conversation, its bring back the sweet memories and also some sad memories..
everytime i read it, my heart hurts, because i really miss how we used to be ..

do you still remember that you said you don't know whether i really need you or not??
do you still remember that how you used to say you love me?
do you still remember that how you used call me?
do you still remember what we have been through the whole time when we were together?
do you still remember what i have wrote on my status before?
do you still remember how you used to comment on my status?
do you still remember how we used to be?
i really miss those time alot..

if time can go back, i wish i can go back to the time how we used to be..

i really miss those time when i'm with you..
i miss how you said you love me..
i miss how you called me..
i miss what you have wrote on my status..
i miss how we used to be..

i love you.. ♥

愛情使人忘記時間，時間也使人忘記愛情。

1. 女人在床上留的眼淚，比在任何一個地方多。 男人在床上說的謊話，也比任何一個地方多。

2. 愛情正是一個將一對陌生人變成情侶, 又將一對情侶變成陌生人的遊戲。

3. 愛一個人很難，放棄自己心愛的人更難。

4. 一個人最大的缺點不是自私、多情、 野蠻、 任性，而是偏執地愛一個不愛自己的人。

5. 一個承諾在最需要的時候沒有兌現，那就是出賣，以後再兌現，已經沒什麼意思了。

6. 我們放下尊嚴，放下個性，放下固執，都只是因為放不下一個人。

7. 有時候，我們愛著的，不是現實的那個人，而是回憶裡的他。

8. 愛情使人忘記時間，時間也使人忘記愛情。

9. 世上最遙遠的距離，不是生與死的距離，不是天各一方，而是我就站在你面前，你卻不知道我愛你。

10. 失望，有時候也是一種幸福，因為有所期待，所以才會失望，因為有愛， 才會有期待，所以縱使失望， 也是一種幸福，雖然這種幸福有點痛。

11. 世上最無法掩飾的，是你不愛一個人的時候的那種眼神。

12. 對於出現在自己所愛的男人身邊的任何一個女人，我們總是有許多聯想的。他會愛上她嗎？一生之中，我們重復著多少次這樣的憂慮？這些微小的妒忌，本來就是愛情的本質，也許是毫無根據，毫無道理的。

13. 喜歡一個人，是不會有痛苦的。愛一個人，才會有綿長的痛苦。當然，男人給女人的快樂，也是世上最大的快樂。

14. 愛對方多一點還是被對方愛多一點，從來不是我們選擇的。我們所嚮往的愛情，跟我們得到的，往往是兩回事。

15. 思念是苦的，假如你思念的那個人永遠不會愛上你。

16. 當一個女人不被一個男人所愛，她赤身露體，在他眼裏，不過是一堆血肉和骨頭。

17. 愛人是很卑微的，很卑微的，如果對方不愛你的話。

18. 一對男女之所以能夠成為佳偶，並不是因為他們完全一樣，而是他們能夠接受彼此的差異。

19. 我們害怕他會變心。我們害怕愛情會變。首先改變的往往不是一個人的心，而是他對事情的看法。想情人永不變心，你要不斷重新認識改變了的對方，重新欣賞改變了的對方。

20. 珍惜時間的人，很少會錯愛。我們的感情弄得一團糟，通常是因為我們喜歡浪費時間，百無聊賴，以為自己浪費得起。

21. 帶給你快樂的那個人，就是也能帶給你痛苦的人。

22. 如果沒法忘記他，就不要忘記好了。真正的忘記，是不需要努力的。

23. 只想找一個在我失意時，可以承受我的眼淚，在我快樂時，可以讓我咬一口的肩膊。

请你 !!

如果有一天

我消失了

你会不会来找我 ??

你会不会想我 ??

你会不会到处打听我的消息 ??

你会不会伤心 ??

你会不会哭 ??

应该不会吧 ??

说真的

我已经很累了

我也彻底的对你绝望了

再也没有任何期待了

如果有一天

你再回来找我

那已经是太迟了

因为我不可能会再回到你的身边了

到了那天你回来找我的时候

你应该发觉到

最爱你的人是我

最想你的人是我

最担心你的人是我

最在乎你的人也是我

可是一切都太迟了

我被你伤了又伤

我再也无法承受你下一次给我的伤害

你离开我

我已经快疯掉了

如果下一次你再离开我

我真的不知道我该怎么办了

我也不知道我还会不会变得更坚强了

所以。。。当你意识到我

注意到我的时候

请你别再回来找我了

我累了

我想停止这一切

我不想再受到任何伤害了

就让我们留给彼此一个珍贵回忆吧

不要在继续了

就到此为止吧

我们一开始就不属于对方的

再这样下去

我真的会崩溃

再也没有力气起来了

就请你别再回来找我了

我们是不会有结果的

以后我们还是做朋友比较好

没有什么会比朋友更好的了

True Friends

what do you think when it comes to " true friends" ??

everyone can make friends with anyone easily.. but to find a true friends... it needs time..

true friends are the people who knows everything about you, understand you, and they will still love you...

they won't because of other people talk bad about you and don't care about you...

we need to appreciate the frienship that we have right now...

don't say that your friends don't care about you...

they do care about you, they just didnt show out how much they care about you..

they're using their own way to care about you, but you can't feel it and you say your friends dont care about you...

it is so stupid...

true friends are the person who can make you happy when you're sad

true friends are the person who can cheer you up when you're down

true friends are the person who will hug you when you're down and say "everything gonna be alright, dont think too much"

true friends are the person who will help you wipe your tears when you're crying

true friends are the person who will lead their shoulder to you when you're crying

true friends are the person who care about you when you're hurt

true friends are the person who will always be at your side when you need them

true friends are the person who will always be there for you when you need help

true friends are the person who will talk back when other people say about your bad things

true friends are the person who will hold your hands when you're about to fall

true friends are the person who will worry about you if you're sick

true friends are the person who will keep tease you when you done anything wrong

true friends are the person who will take care of you when you're with them

true friends are the person who will keep ask you to drink more water, wear more cloths when the weather is cold, don't drink alcoholic drinks too much, don't smoke too much ....

true friends are the person who will make you laugh like a stupid idiot when you're down

true friends are the person who will lead you a hand when you need them

true friends are the person who will keep message you when they know you're not alright

true friends are the person who will always be with you no matter what happen and never leave you just like a brother or sister...