my good friend, barrry and joshua

the last day with joshua.
watching basketball at stadium with barry, joshua.

prom night.
dancing with barry~

barry likes this picture.
he said his eyes are big !! HAHA ~

i miss the time

i miss this room.
i used to sleep in this room.

i miss this dog.
i always took it away from him.

everything have became memory. everything past, but i still cant forget about the day we have been together. playing all the time together.

i miss the smell. the smell of his room, the smell of his shirt, the smell of his dog, the smell of his blanket and pillow.

i have given up. just because of that thing, i totally get hurt about it, pushed all the things to me ? which i dont even know what the fuck is happening at that time. the thing im glad is there is someone who help me overcome that things, help me alot, until there dont have anything happen to me.

since u know how to lie, i know too, how old are you? you are 23 !! and im just 17!! how can u pushed all those things to me ? which i dont even know what you all are talking about at that time, i was sleeping inside the room !!!!!!!

because of you, i learn alot of things, who to trust and who not to trust.
because of you, i become more strong.
because of you, i learn my lesson, for trusting you so much.
because of you, i know what person are you.
because of you, i know who is the person who really treat me good, who is really treasure me.
just because of you..........

but all in sudden, i miss you so much....
what he have been together, all those things, even though it hurts me so much, but i still treat you as my friend, no matter how you treat me, i still make you as my friend, which know me so well at that time, i will never never forget what we have been through together.