love?

i wonder why everyone comes to love just like an idiot, stupid ?especially girls. maybe " love is blind " is really blind..

we cant control a guy heart, we cant control he must only love us, even though that guy is you bf, but you cant do anything when his heart isnt with you anymore, you cant force them to love you.....

a guy and a girl havent married, you dont have the rights to say " you just can love me until you die "
because is not true !!! no one going to love someone forever... forever doesnt exist...

when a guy and a girl get together, doesnt mean that they will be with you 24hours, they got things to do also , they need some space for themselves , families and friends, they got work, they got study or class to attend..... dont just think of yourself, think of the one you love too ....

you might love that person alot, what if he dont love you ? when you love that person so much , end up the one who get hurt is you , not him.. the one will be crying like a cry baby is you , isnt someone else...

爱不爱都不是问题，问题是，那个人是不是真心的。 。 。

俗话说得好 " 爱一个人是需要很大的勇气的 "

" 不要跌得那么深，最后受伤的是自己 "

当他不再爱你

当他不再爱你了，请不要在他面前没出息地流泪!要知道
，只有爱你的人，才会打心眼里心疼、珍惜、呵护你。千万

别忘了爱情的美只美在相爱那时!一个主动离开你的人，别
指望他会真正关心、照顾、牵挂你，顶多是旁观者的同情和
怜悯。你需要这个吗?如果不需要，那么，就请骄矜的你，
不要放弃本来属于自己的那份骄矜吧。

　　当他不再爱你了，你的爱就是他的负担了。一句话，你
不是他的“宇宙中心”了。既然天意如此，各自滑向各自的
轨道吧。请不要计较自己的付出，也不要指望什么回报。爱
着不爱自己的人，本身便不该有回报的。别计较对与错，这
样还可以给灵魂松松绑。

　　当他不再爱你了，你和他一个向东一个向西，一个有心
一个无意，背道而驰。也许，他也想努力和你保持步调一致
，但是身心都已不由己。其实，爱一个人，对一个人好，根
本不需要提醒和培训，如同花儿开与不开，只能听凭自然不
能人为造就。说穿了爱就是一种本能。对不起，请放他一马
吧，他没有这样的本能了。

　　当他不再爱你了，请千万不要失去自信。其实，在时光
匆匆的脚步里，我们寻寻觅觅期待已久的，就是一种感觉，
那种感觉叫爱情。他让爱情附身，传导出了你想要的感觉，
于是你爱上爱情爱上他，但这并非因为他优秀。同样的道理
，他不爱你了，也并非代表你不优秀。优秀与否，从来就不
是爱的理由。

　　当他不再爱你了，请伸出手，微笑祝福他，爱过就不要
说抱歉，爱过就要心存感激。不要把爱变成恨，爱是美好温
暖的，恨却是丑恶冰冷的。何必让生命中最美好的东西风化
变质呢?分手，他失去的是一个爱他的人，擦肩而过的是真
情，而你失去了一个不爱你的人，重新得到的是机会。想一
想，没有什么不公平。

　　当他不再爱你了，请闭上眼睛，拥抱一下回忆吧，悄悄
地抚摸那些或明或暗凋谢的温暖，轻轻地凝视那些或深或浅
凌乱的忧伤……然后，让我们抬起头，深呼吸，举目眺望，
看!蓝蓝的白云天下，长长的生命路上，爱的锦绣繁花已遍
布天涯，早有一朵开在了你必经的路旁向你招手致意，那就
是你生生世世注定的缘分!

yeah yeah yeah

是啦是啦 ，我很坏啦，不是什么好人，所以不用疼我，疼他就好了啦，他是你的**，我不是 !!!

miss, 想念

想念我们在一起的时候。。。
miss those days so much, every week end went out and drink , if not we went out to tea, now only left me and wee at here , clayton in canada, liew in miri , and fu in sibu, when will we be together again? i really miss you all ....
no call , no message anything, just only he message me, go back miri also no say, no nothing, when can we meet again? when can we be together again ? when can we go out to tea together again?
the pictures which we have took it together, where it is? is in one of your phone!! i want those pictures, pictures which we have took it together, when clayton farewell, and when we drink together!!!!!

miss you all car's smell, especially clayton's car.
remember everytime clayton fetch me home, he sure will bring me to eat before fetch me back home, want me to eat , so i wont have gastric and can sleep nicely at night.
everytime we drink together, he sure will help me drink.... the most funny is when he speak chinese... and when we play together, truth or dare!! that is so damn fun... but everything changed, i dont know when they will be back , only know fu when will be coming back and find me, the others, maybe staying at there wont come back anymore....

I MISS THOSE SHALAO SO MUCH ~

fuck that !!!!

report report report !!
you think you very great ?
simply go report people, after report people go and hide, dont dare to come out and admit you are the one who report !!
I SAID BEFORE!!! WHO EVER TOUCH MY BELOVED BROTHERS!!! I WILL NOT NEVER FORGIVE THAT PERSON !!
eat too full nothing to do ? simply go report my brother for what ??
other people bring phone to school , bring cigarette to school, you dont go report but you go report my brother?
for what ??? dont let us find out who are you !!!
you will be very dead, if my brother find out who are you !!!
he will never never forgive you !!

no matter what happen , remember !!! jie will always be with you all, remember what we have promised ? that promise will never be broken, i wont leave you all no matter what.
jasmine, you all sister, always love you all.

my good friend, barrry and joshua

the last day with joshua.
watching basketball at stadium with barry, joshua.

prom night.
dancing with barry~

barry likes this picture.
he said his eyes are big !! HAHA ~

i miss the time

i miss this room.
i used to sleep in this room.

i miss this dog.
i always took it away from him.

everything have became memory. everything past, but i still cant forget about the day we have been together. playing all the time together.

i miss the smell. the smell of his room, the smell of his shirt, the smell of his dog, the smell of his blanket and pillow.

i have given up. just because of that thing, i totally get hurt about it, pushed all the things to me ? which i dont even know what the fuck is happening at that time. the thing im glad is there is someone who help me overcome that things, help me alot, until there dont have anything happen to me.

since u know how to lie, i know too, how old are you? you are 23 !! and im just 17!! how can u pushed all those things to me ? which i dont even know what you all are talking about at that time, i was sleeping inside the room !!!!!!!

because of you, i learn alot of things, who to trust and who not to trust.
because of you, i become more strong.
because of you, i learn my lesson, for trusting you so much.
because of you, i know what person are you.
because of you, i know who is the person who really treat me good, who is really treasure me.
just because of you..........

but all in sudden, i miss you so much....
what he have been together, all those things, even though it hurts me so much, but i still treat you as my friend, no matter how you treat me, i still make you as my friend, which know me so well at that time, i will never never forget what we have been through together.

心情 ??

jasmine : 我想你了

jasmine : 我累了

jasmine : 我眼泪掉了下来，又有谁知道?

jasmine : 怎么了? 我又哭了

jasmine : 眼泪一直掉下来，怎么办 ?

jasmine : 烦死人

jasmine : 可不可以不要哭了 ?

jasmine : 他不爱我，我也不爱他了 ^^

jasmine : 我不会爱

jasmine : 我爱我的朋友

jasmine : 我笑了

jasmine : 有你们，我很开心

jasmine : 那个人对我最好

jasmine : 好怕自己爱上他

jasmine : 他是一个好人

jasmine : 我最爱我爸比和妈咪

jasmine : 我真的很开心^^

我们的友谊怎么了 ? what happen to our friendship?

in the past , we are happy , we always be together, always hang out together, we got alot of things to say , but now what ? everytime u find me , just talk about money. you think what am i ? my dad and mum open bank issit? you know, i really wish we can go back to the past, i miss the time when i'm with you, happy together, hang out together, talk whatever we want.

now, when you find me, i dont even know should i be happy or sad? everytime u find me, im so glad that you still remember me, and want to talk with me , but end up talking about money, sigh ~

you used to be the person who know me the most well , and i'm the person who know u the most well , but now i think i dont know who are you anymore, who are you right now ? are you the past close friend i know ? or you change? when i'm not with you ?? ='[

it hurts me so much, i really want back the past , but past is past , everything had become memory, memory that i cant even get to forget , how happy when im with you, how sad im with you.

when we argued , after 5 minutes we will be ok, everyone thinks we are together, we look perfect together, but then we are just close friend , close friend that no one will think we are not together, we are that close before, why cant you just be the close friend which you used to be ? jasmine's close friend, jasmine's everything.

when jasmine need you , you will always be the first one who come beside me, and take care of me, when im sad , and im keeping quiet , you wont ask anything from me, you will try your best to cheer me up , always be the one who cheer me up at the first place, you dont ask me, because u know that i will tell you everything, when im back to normal...

when you are sad, im the first one who be at you side , and cheer you up , even you didnt say anything , i know everything, just because i know u well , just like u know me well.

but now.. where is the feeling ? where is the feeling before ? where is the feeling when we get together? where is the feeling when we hang out together? where is the feeling when we play together? issit all gone ? only left money ?

remember what we have said before? when i grow up and work, we find a house and live together, if we two get marry , you and your wife, me and my husband will stay together in the house...... remember, when we live together already, our house must have a disco room? and more guest room? for our friends to come over our house and party together? i bet you have forgotten what we have said before le, maybe jasmine, your close friend, isnt that important to you anymore, maybe just because i seldom hang out anymore, you think i forget about you, but i have never , even a second , i never forget about you, i miss you alot.

jasmine will always be the jasmine ....
and the jasmine will always love you and miss you this close friend....
i will never forget about you, what we said before, and when we hang out together.....

我就是这样的女生

请别爱这样的女孩。
　　
　　她有点懒，她不擅长做家务。
　　
　　她独立，也好强，她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿

意向 别人提起。
　　
　　但其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不 会承认。
　　
　　她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的 撒娇，她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷 且永远不离不弃。
　　
　　只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕 有一天将要面对失去。如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。
　　
　　她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。
　　
　　她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。 她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准 的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超 过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。
　　
　　其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说 太重要了，虽然在她们口中说出来的却是：我不需要爱情。
　　
　　当你紧张他的异性朋友，她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁 谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
　　
　　对她们而言，唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情，感情如果受到 挫折，要么毁了她们，要么成就了她们。从此更加漠然，专注于 事业。
　　
　　她分手后完全不会像其他座在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒 闹，变得更加开朗。在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻 意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这 段感情的深浅，而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背 后的眼泪和努力。
　　
　　
　　
　　她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣，除非她真的崩溃了。
　　
　　即使在你爱着她的时候，她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。
　　
　　如果你看到她的眼泪，请相信这绝不是她在博取同情，这是 她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。
　　
　　她想对你负责，对她负责，对自己的过去和未来负责，但请 你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言。她很难相信。
　　
　　即使她很难相信，但她还是会选择等待。
　　
　　她的伤初始浓烈似酒，很快就会变为一杯水，却让水渗入 生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定，在其中沉默和内伤。
　　
　　她就是这样，强势，霸道，任性。。。
　　
　　不会讨人欢心，死要面子，她爱朋友多过你。
　　
　　她最有保护欲，最没有秘密。
　　
　　最暴躁，最善变，最没耐心，最冲动，最耐不住寂寞却又喜 欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。
　　
　　有时候她又充满阳光的气息，爱笑爱说话，活蹦乱跳，可爱 迷人。。
　　
　　她很自私，只愿意与人同甘，不愿意让别人跟她共苦。
　　
　　她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是习惯了养尊处优。
　　
　　她喜欢热闹，总会成为聚会的焦点，前提是她想。
　　
　　她也享受孤独，会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。
　　
　　她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落，但第二天一早起 来，又会轻轻松松的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外 冲。
　　
　　她习惯在人前表现的很坚强，一付大女子主义的模样。
　　
　　她会想，遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人，她就一定就会很安 静，心甘情愿的安静下来，不烦，不闹，按时吃饭按时睡觉，按 时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。
　　
　　她从不轻言爱，她的爱很沉默，那并非是因为她缺少那份勇 气，在她的心里有一道栅栏，那就是自尊。
　　
　　她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。
　　
　　
　　
　　如果有一个这样的女孩对你说她爱你，那就代表在她的心里 你的分量胜过了她的自尊。
　　
　　你不了解她，不懂她的好，就别爱她。她会在真正爱她的 人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装，做个幸福的小女人，她不要 求你要做什么，不会无理取闹要你陪着她，她有自己的生活，她 给你空间因为她也需要空间。
　　
　　她也会幻想，在遇到真正的他时，会在他累的时候悄悄熬 上点营养粥，然后说，看你这么不辞劳累本姑娘心情又不错犒劳 犒劳你。
　　
　　她在你面前永远性感调皮，偶尔撒撒娇，跟你玩陌生人的 游戏，在你的朋友面前从来大方得体，微笑的依偎在你身边。
　　
　　她不让你给她买这买那，她会说，我啊，是大女人，不喜 欢男人给我买单。。。但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗 自开心，因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。
　　
　　她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然实意。最起码你得表 现的真心，能让她感觉得到。
　　
　　她会经常冒出些新鲜的想法来调剂生活，她的多变有时会让 你不安。
　　
　　终有一天，她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强 被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。
　　
　　得到她，别骄傲，因为没人可以吃定她。
　　
　　只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。
　　
　　她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感，因为她 在乎。
　　
　　她有时想，当她遇上生命中的那个人，会爱的多么浓烈， 她渴望那种不计后果的极致，然后在强烈的碰撞中享受那种心痛 感。
　　
　　
　　
　　所以，别爱这样的女孩，她太偏激，太虚伪，太粗心，又太 神经质，太难伺候，太不温柔。。。
　　
　　如果你没勇气，没能力可以坚持爱她，就别爱她。
　　
　　因为如果你会离开，她的心将会永远冰封，再也不会为任何 人打开。。。。。。

那些經常笑的人，并不代表他们經常都是很開心的...

總有一些人，他們看上去整天都很開心，沒有煩惱，像個小
孩，好多人都會羨慕他們，但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓

別 人看到自己難過的一面，更沒有能力一個人獨處，因為當夜 深人靜的時候，他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，坐在窗前冥想走 過的點滴。­

他們貌似很堅強，因為在別人看來，他們什麽事都能微笑著去 面對，但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，只是長期的偽裝 使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。­

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著，期待並且相信每個人給 的笑容都是真心的，希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即 使別人小小的意見，也會另他們難過好久，他們真的真的很 介意，介意自己不被人喜歡。因為，他們總是為別人想的很 多，對別人總是比對自己好；把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，喜歡 別人比喜歡自己多。­

他們總是那樣，前一秒還傷心的流著淚，後一秒出現在朋友面 前的時候，已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵， 是的，他們在意的人就像是太陽，在面對太陽的時候永遠 是明艷的花瓣，而太陽照不到的背面，那悲傷藏得那麽好，不願 被看見。­

他們向往放縱自由的生活，卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一 個方向活著，很累很累，卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越 來越來遠，不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知 所措。只有面對最信賴的人時，才會卸下盔甲，委屈的流下 眼淚。因為在他們心裏，笑就是開心，哭就是難過，接近就 是喜歡，遠離就是討厭。但其實不是，他們明白了，心好傷， 眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後，笑笑得擦幹眼淚，說，沒關系，我可 以做的很好的。­

他們好像無所不能，好像總是不會有煩惱，好像什麽問題都能 輕而易舉的解決，總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，笑嘻 嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題，他們卻茫然無措，面對自 己的悲傷，他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越 大。­

他們的想法非常簡單，說出來的就是心裏所想的，肚子裏不會 拐七道八道的小彎，無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以， 請別記恨她們，他們從不願傷害誰，小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔 很久。­
他們其實非常單純，甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子 記得你的好，因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單，他們很容易 受蠱惑 ，請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情，因為一旦傷害了，那就將永 遠彌補不回來！ 如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他（她）那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點 關懷，讓他（她）知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們.....

你还记得吗 ??

remember the time when i'm at his apartment, the way he sleep, is so cute. and he keep take away the blanket away from me when i sleep at his bed. i can't forget how happy when me and " them " together and play. those nights is the most happy nights i be with them, we play together, sing together, chit chat together, eat together, fetch people together, keep bit here and there and keep stealing the puppy doll together.

when i know everything is just a lie. my heart broken, how much i trust him, how much i love him, is just a lie, a lie that i can't even believe but slowly, i know what kind of person he is, what he has done in **** and what has he do and everything else, i know just because ******* care about me so damn much, and he told me the truth about him. thanks to my close friend, i know what kind of person he is and thanks to him , i know what kind of people can trust and what kind of people i can't trust.

remember the day i just met him, my first expression for him was " OMG ! this guy so handsome !! " but then slowly , his attitude, his style, is not that handsome for what he look like. a person handsome but heart not good , is worthless.

i remember i asked my close friend
i said : " is *****'s gf pretty? "
he said : " pretty? look like a chick ah !! "
i said : " why said people's gf like chick want? >< "
he said : " did u see a girl go out play all look like nerd before? "
i said : " no oo ~ "
he said : " yeah la ! she really like a chick "
i said : " how about me? i go out play also de >< "
he said : " you not same ma, because you with us geh, and you know how to control "

the chat makes my heart feel so warm, i just know that in my close friend heart, i'm not so spoil like those people said about me at outside, i just know that in all my friends heart, i'm that good, even though i go out play also, but it just make me feel so warm to know what my good friends, best friends and close friends think about me, because in their heart i'm not the girl people who keep rumours about.

i love all my friends ♥
especially those which is close with me ♥

你还好吗 ?

你 还 好 吗 ?
我 想 你 了 ~
我 真 的 很 想 你
但 是 不 知 道 怎 么 好
说 了 不 再 为 你 烦 了 ， 不 会 再 担 心 你 了 ， 不 会 在 管 了
但 是 我 就 是 做 不 到
怎 么 这 么 难 呀 ?
我 真 的 做 不 到
感 觉 自 己 快 断 气 了
自 己 不 知 道 该 怎 么 好 。 。 。
好 烦 哦 。 。
我 好 想 离 开 这 里
去 一 个 你 不 在 的 地 方

刚 刚 朋 友 告 诉 我 他 生 日
要 我 去 ~ 很 希 望 我 会 去
然 后 我 问 你 朋 友 你 有 没 有 去
然 后 他 说 你 跟 他 都 会 去
不 知 道 自 己 要 不 要 去
好 怕 看 到 你 ， 我 的 心 又 不 动 摇 >< 唉 ~ 觉 得 自 己 好 没 用 。 。 。 难 到 我 只 能 这 样 吗 ? 我 不 能 放 弃 吗 ? 好 想 放 弃 我 真 的 好 累 我 弄 到 自 己 好 累 担 心 你 ， 关 心 你 ， 怕 这 个 那 个 的 。 。 真 的 不 知 道 自 己 在 怕 和 烦 什 么 。 。 。 慢 慢 才 知 道 。 。 原 来 我 是 那 么 的 爱 你 。 。 但 是 。 。 。 从 今 天 开 始 我 不 会 再 为 你 担 心 了 =] 答 应 了 朋 友 。 。 就 要 做 到 ~

disappointed on you

i cant believe you're this kind of people, seriously ~ i'm disappointed on you already, after hearing he said all about you, i wont be an idiot anymore, keep waiting for you to care or whatever, im tired already. what i said to you, is just wasting my time, saliva and energy to care about you only, since you like to dota so much , so ahead and play , since u like to go clubbing so much , go go go ! i dont care anymore, go there can hug girls , can flirt with girls and dance with girls, from now on , i wont care a shit about you anymore. you think i feel really great ? everyday worry about you, want to message you but scare disturb you playing game? yes, i dont feel good just because im worry , what you want me to do ? you just treat me like shit !! yeah, maybe u think that we broke up le , we dont need to be so close already, why break up cant be friends? we can also be close friends, like me and my ex ... we are so close, but then you what ? after break up go and flirt with girls, dont think i dont know, im not idiot, what you do , where you go , all i know, because there always be someone telling something about you, im glad that your cousin isnt like you, i mean one of them, not the L !!! i lazy to say already, disappointed ~

new pictures

feel like weird weird geh ><

突然想他了

i miss him ~ i really do ..
i love him .. maybe he just dont love me anymore i guess.
he treat me so cold . i really miss him , i want him to care me like before, just everything just didnt come for what i want, i mesaged him , told him to drink more water, sleep early , go home early, remember to eat more, he replied me , sleep early , take care of myself , dont so clumsy, he still remember i'm clumsy.

remember the time i'm with him , when at his apartment , i sleep with him , he hugged me. his warm body, make me so warm. remember when i play with him , he will take care of me .

remember one time in centrepoint , i play like a crazy woman , he just got mad at me , tell me no more next time, want play just can when he is there just can play , i promised him that , and i remember i promise him that i will take a good result for him, i really work hard on my study, i did gain alot on my study, i told him , and he is happy.

just pass few days, on saturday night , i went to find him , he hugged me, because i ask for it, is really warm , and he pinch my face, i feel like i still be with him , i just realize how much i love him and cant leave him , i really wish i can be with him again , if he give me one more chance i will never let him go again, because i love him more than my friends, this is the first guy i love so much and love him more than my friends.

now i just can remember and miss those memories we have together before , there is no way you will come back to me again . right? =[

i love you alot~ JL ♥

周杰伦 ~ 我爱你 ~

我爱周杰伦 ~
他是最棒的了 ~
音乐才子 !!
又是导演~
最爱他了啦 ~

pictures ~