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Friday, December 3, 2010

did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?

you fall deeper with each passing day,

but try to hide it in every possible way.

he's only a friend, and nothing else--

that's the lie you keeping telling yourself.

you keep on saying he's just a bud,

but deep inside, you're falling in love.

you get so giddy when you meet his eyes,

but keep reminding yourself it isn't right.

a simple glance turns into a stare,

but you pretend that you don't care.

it's "not right" for you two to be.

is that why you hide it so no one can see?

but how long will you pretend?

keep lying that he's just a friend?

perhaps your feelings you can never show.

perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.

your friendship can't be risked over this,

so being his girl is an impossible wish... 

其实

其实

我很累了

其实

很少有人懂我

我习惯假装坚强

习惯了一个人面对所有

我不知道自己到底想怎么样

有时候

我可以很开心的和每个人说话

可以很放肆的

可是却没有人知道

那不过是伪装

很刻意的伪装

我可以让自己很快乐很快乐

可是却找不到快乐的源头

只是傻笑

我不习惯把事和别人说

因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我

其实

我很珍惜身边的人

只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘

把那些记忆通通忘掉

我以为遗忘可以让自己 快乐起来

可是

我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞

黑夜来袭

周围的空气很冷

一个人坐在草地对着天空发呆

也不知道自己脑子里在想什么

怀念过去

仅此而已

其实

我也很渴望有一个人能懂我

能走进我的心

其实

我很累了

真的想放下所有

可是现实的压力只能让我背着这些慢慢走