should i say is happy or sad? feel like wanna cry only. and i also feel happy. for no reason my feeling is treating me so weird. i feel like die-ing soon. my legs is so hurt because of the training. need someone to help me massage. don't know who can help me. tis holiday is bored. i want to go to school, school is more fun ,more enjoy, i got all my friends there. but not all . is just some of my good friends but just in school.
i have broken up with you. but i don't know why my feeling is so damn hurt about it, i still keep on missing you, is just like my love to you is still continue-ing, haven even stopped. when can it stop? i don't want this feeling anymore, it make me very hard to breathe, it make my heart so damn heavy n so hurt , it just like my heart is stab by a very very sharp knife. stupid huh ? first i'm the one who say wanna break up. now i'm the one who hurt. i'm so damn stupid. i blame myself for hurting you, i blame all the things that hurt you to myself. will you feel more better ? should i tell you i still love you ? or maybe i don't love you anymore? just i want you to be mine only? can anyone tell me what to do ? =[
i have broken up with you. but i don't know why my feeling is so damn hurt about it, i still keep on missing you, is just like my love to you is still continue-ing, haven even stopped. when can it stop? i don't want this feeling anymore, it make me very hard to breathe, it make my heart so damn heavy n so hurt , it just like my heart is stab by a very very sharp knife. stupid huh ? first i'm the one who say wanna break up. now i'm the one who hurt. i'm so damn stupid. i blame myself for hurting you, i blame all the things that hurt you to myself. will you feel more better ? should i tell you i still love you ? or maybe i don't love you anymore? just i want you to be mine only? can anyone tell me what to do ? =[
