Form 4 B

it has been a long time i didn't blogs..

wow~ study is getting more fun ~ lalala~ i get to know all of the class people very well now . form4 B is the best class i ever study , study in form4 B make me everyday wanna go to school, don't feel like missing any class , any moment with them , love them a lot , because of them, i didn't talk wit other classes people anymore, just always stay with them and talking craps with them , they are my best friends in school ~ next year will be in the same class again ~ hopefully still will be the same as now , silly friends , funny friends , kind , nice, cute , playful ~ that what our class have~ they wouldn't get angry so easily because they know that we are just playing around and disturbing people , but don't why seem like a lot of teachers doesn't like our class, keep complaining about us , said we are talkative , sometimes when we didn't even talk , the teacher scold us , said we are talking and playing around , but after the class mostly all of them will come to you and concern you , this is what friendship call . feel like don't want to seperate with them ~
I LOVE FORM 4 B ALOT
mwachs ~ <3

happy day =]

today going out wit Emerson, Lun, Lung n Phang. i wear heels already also look so short. they are too tall. gonna buy one pair heels more high then just can go out with them. if not i really look so damn short from 4 of them. at 2.30pm we all go " hai wai tian " drink. then go back to mall . go to " mister pizza " eat pizza. i eat alot. after eating we all go to " kia kia ". " kia kia " awhile then i go home already. is so fun going out wit them. when we eating pizza we talk something so funny.
Lun said : " zi ge song is nice "
i lauhged at him said : " is zhe ge not zi ge "
haha .. then everyone laughing lik crazy =p
heheh ..
while walking we all talk about my heels. say i wear heels already also so short.
Lun said : " next time go buy a heels that very high. so you won't look so short already "
everyone started laughing again .
at 4.30pm i went home already .

my feeling =x

should i say is happy or sad? feel like wanna cry only. and i also feel happy. for no reason my feeling is treating me so weird. i feel like die-ing soon. my legs is so hurt because of the training. need someone to help me massage. don't know who can help me. tis holiday is bored. i want to go to school, school is more fun ,more enjoy, i got all my friends there. but not all . is just some of my good friends but just in school.

i have broken up with you. but i don't know why my feeling is so damn hurt about it, i still keep on missing you, is just like my love to you is still continue-ing, haven even stopped. when can it stop? i don't want this feeling anymore, it make me very hard to breathe, it make my heart so damn heavy n so hurt , it just like my heart is stab by a very very sharp knife. stupid huh ? first i'm the one who say wanna break up. now i'm the one who hurt. i'm so damn stupid. i blame myself for hurting you, i blame all the things that hurt you to myself. will you feel more better ? should i tell you i still love you ? or maybe i don't love you anymore? just i want you to be mine only? can anyone tell me what to do ? =[

happyness or sadness? =x

MEET U
Met you by surprise
I didin't realize that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there
I didin't know I cared
There was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality
The obly real kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality
A different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seem alright althought it's only fantasy
If you do exist, honeydon'r resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true
I fell something special about you
Dreams are my reality
A wonderous are a common thing
Dreams are my reality
I like to deram of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
And loving you seems right perhaps that's my reality

ALONE
Waiting for the night to fall
Shadows envelop my room
like a warm cozy blanket around me
I hide there from the loneliness
longing for your call

I wait, silence my torture
longing to hear your voice
Whispers of I love you's
echoing in my head
Solitude surrounds me

KISS YOUR PAIN GOODBYE
I look in your eyes and pain is what I find.
I wish to near you, wipe your tears,
Kiss away your pain.
But I'm too shy, and I walk away.
I look in your eyes and I feel like crying.
I feel powerless around you, and yet I feel alive.
I feel your pain, and I can't heal you,
I'm still afraid to try.
But I will try, someday, and I hope it won't be too late
To near you, wipe your tears,
And kiss your pain goodbye.


Day by day
Night by night
Kiss by kiss
Touch by touch
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today
I’ll love you tomorrow
I’ll love you forever

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.

失 恋
失戀對於莫些人來說
雖然是心如刀割、千根針刺在心
但是失戀的痛楚并不在這個排行榜之
如果幸福也有排行榜
你會讓哪一種幸福排在榜首呢

現世的幸福總是離不開自身、事業、 緣
像我們去求神問卜一樣

有人說
不用工作而又收入
那是最幸福的
有些不用工作又有收入的
女人并不幸福

有人說
擁有健康的身體是最幸福
然而
大部分的人讓着自己
找不到幸福的人卻很健康

為什麼要那麼痛苦地忘記一個人
時間自然會使你忘記
如果時間不可以讓你忘記不應該記住 人
我們失去額歲月又有什麼意義
忘記是很痛苦的

trainning ~

today having training at school, it was so fun. but teacher have choose me run n jump. i don't know what that called. it was very hard for me, i bet if i train more, i will have done very well. i'm tired , thursday n friday i can relax already. haha .. i hope i can win for the matches. too many events teacher choose for me. can i handle it? =x i scared i can't handle it. but no matter what i will try my best to do it . =]

stupid ever!!!!

should i say it is very stupid? why i care so much what my friends is thinking ? i changed school, after changing school i'm just like gone from the world. they never find me. no matter how good we are in chms, but after i change i really like dissappear from this world. never thought i'll be so hurt. and yet, you still can be together. but me, study at smmg, thinking the past, the memory , the things that we hav do together for that pass two years. i really miss it. but did u all miss it too? i think you don't even miss it, because you all got new friends in chms, but i'm in smmg, no matter i got new friends or not, i still missing u all like hell. i never think of this feeling will hurt me so badly. i'm really stupid, keep on thinking about it. feel like i'm away from it. how can make me not to miss u all n all the memory, all the happiness n sadness, all we hav been together? it make me cry. when i think abt it my heart is so damm hurt. i cry because of it. but i never tell anyone about it. now i post it here. it make me more better than nothing. better than i don't tell anyone about it. i miss u all =[

♥jasmine