你还记得吗 ??

remember the time when i'm at his apartment, the way he sleep, is so cute. and he keep take away the blanket away from me when i sleep at his bed. i can't forget how happy when me and " them " together and play. those nights is the most happy nights i be with them, we play together, sing together, chit chat together, eat together, fetch people together, keep bit here and there and keep stealing the puppy doll together.

when i know everything is just a lie. my heart broken, how much i trust him, how much i love him, is just a lie, a lie that i can't even believe but slowly, i know what kind of person he is, what he has done in **** and what has he do and everything else, i know just because ******* care about me so damn much, and he told me the truth about him. thanks to my close friend, i know what kind of person he is and thanks to him , i know what kind of people can trust and what kind of people i can't trust.

remember the day i just met him, my first expression for him was " OMG ! this guy so handsome !! " but then slowly , his attitude, his style, is not that handsome for what he look like. a person handsome but heart not good , is worthless.

i remember i asked my close friend
i said : " is *****'s gf pretty? "
he said : " pretty? look like a chick ah !! "
i said : " why said people's gf like chick want? >< "
he said : " did u see a girl go out play all look like nerd before? "
i said : " no oo ~ "
he said : " yeah la ! she really like a chick "
i said : " how about me? i go out play also de >< "
he said : " you not same ma, because you with us geh, and you know how to control "

the chat makes my heart feel so warm, i just know that in my close friend heart, i'm not so spoil like those people said about me at outside, i just know that in all my friends heart, i'm that good, even though i go out play also, but it just make me feel so warm to know what my good friends, best friends and close friends think about me, because in their heart i'm not the girl people who keep rumours about.

i love all my friends ♥
especially those which is close with me ♥

你还好吗 ?

你 还 好 吗 ?
我 想 你 了 ~
我 真 的 很 想 你
但 是 不 知 道 怎 么 好
说 了 不 再 为 你 烦 了 ， 不 会 再 担 心 你 了 ， 不 会 在 管 了
但 是 我 就 是 做 不 到
怎 么 这 么 难 呀 ?
我 真 的 做 不 到
感 觉 自 己 快 断 气 了
自 己 不 知 道 该 怎 么 好 。 。 。
好 烦 哦 。 。
我 好 想 离 开 这 里
去 一 个 你 不 在 的 地 方

刚 刚 朋 友 告 诉 我 他 生 日
要 我 去 ~ 很 希 望 我 会 去
然 后 我 问 你 朋 友 你 有 没 有 去
然 后 他 说 你 跟 他 都 会 去
不 知 道 自 己 要 不 要 去
好 怕 看 到 你 ， 我 的 心 又 不 动 摇 >< 唉 ~ 觉 得 自 己 好 没 用 。 。 。 难 到 我 只 能 这 样 吗 ? 我 不 能 放 弃 吗 ? 好 想 放 弃 我 真 的 好 累 我 弄 到 自 己 好 累 担 心 你 ， 关 心 你 ， 怕 这 个 那 个 的 。 。 真 的 不 知 道 自 己 在 怕 和 烦 什 么 。 。 。 慢 慢 才 知 道 。 。 原 来 我 是 那 么 的 爱 你 。 。 但 是 。 。 。 从 今 天 开 始 我 不 会 再 为 你 担 心 了 =] 答 应 了 朋 友 。 。 就 要 做 到 ~

disappointed on you

i cant believe you're this kind of people, seriously ~ i'm disappointed on you already, after hearing he said all about you, i wont be an idiot anymore, keep waiting for you to care or whatever, im tired already. what i said to you, is just wasting my time, saliva and energy to care about you only, since you like to dota so much , so ahead and play , since u like to go clubbing so much , go go go ! i dont care anymore, go there can hug girls , can flirt with girls and dance with girls, from now on , i wont care a shit about you anymore. you think i feel really great ? everyday worry about you, want to message you but scare disturb you playing game? yes, i dont feel good just because im worry , what you want me to do ? you just treat me like shit !! yeah, maybe u think that we broke up le , we dont need to be so close already, why break up cant be friends? we can also be close friends, like me and my ex ... we are so close, but then you what ? after break up go and flirt with girls, dont think i dont know, im not idiot, what you do , where you go , all i know, because there always be someone telling something about you, im glad that your cousin isnt like you, i mean one of them, not the L !!! i lazy to say already, disappointed ~

new pictures

feel like weird weird geh ><