stupid ever!!!!

should i say it is very stupid? why i care so much what my friends is thinking ? i changed school, after changing school i'm just like gone from the world. they never find me. no matter how good we are in chms, but after i change i really like dissappear from this world. never thought i'll be so hurt. and yet, you still can be together. but me, study at smmg, thinking the past, the memory , the things that we hav do together for that pass two years. i really miss it. but did u all miss it too? i think you don't even miss it, because you all got new friends in chms, but i'm in smmg, no matter i got new friends or not, i still missing u all like hell. i never think of this feeling will hurt me so badly. i'm really stupid, keep on thinking about it. feel like i'm away from it. how can make me not to miss u all n all the memory, all the happiness n sadness, all we hav been together? it make me cry. when i think abt it my heart is so damm hurt. i cry because of it. but i never tell anyone about it. now i post it here. it make me more better than nothing. better than i don't tell anyone about it. i miss u all =[

♥jasmine