突然想他了

i miss him ~ i really do ..
i love him .. maybe he just dont love me anymore i guess.
he treat me so cold . i really miss him , i want him to care me like before, just everything just didnt come for what i want, i mesaged him , told him to drink more water, sleep early , go home early, remember to eat more, he replied me , sleep early , take care of myself , dont so clumsy, he still remember i'm clumsy.

remember the time i'm with him , when at his apartment , i sleep with him , he hugged me. his warm body, make me so warm. remember when i play with him , he will take care of me .

remember one time in centrepoint , i play like a crazy woman , he just got mad at me , tell me no more next time, want play just can when he is there just can play , i promised him that , and i remember i promise him that i will take a good result for him, i really work hard on my study, i did gain alot on my study, i told him , and he is happy.

just pass few days, on saturday night , i went to find him , he hugged me, because i ask for it, is really warm , and he pinch my face, i feel like i still be with him , i just realize how much i love him and cant leave him , i really wish i can be with him again , if he give me one more chance i will never let him go again, because i love him more than my friends, this is the first guy i love so much and love him more than my friends.

now i just can remember and miss those memories we have together before , there is no way you will come back to me again . right? =[

i love you alot~ JL ♥