我们的友谊怎么了 ? what happen to our friendship?

in the past , we are happy , we always be together, always hang out together, we got alot of things to say , but now what ? everytime u find me , just talk about money. you think what am i ? my dad and mum open bank issit? you know, i really wish we can go back to the past, i miss the time when i'm with you, happy together, hang out together, talk whatever we want.

now, when you find me, i dont even know should i be happy or sad? everytime u find me, im so glad that you still remember me, and want to talk with me , but end up talking about money, sigh ~

you used to be the person who know me the most well , and i'm the person who know u the most well , but now i think i dont know who are you anymore, who are you right now ? are you the past close friend i know ? or you change? when i'm not with you ?? ='[

it hurts me so much, i really want back the past , but past is past , everything had become memory, memory that i cant even get to forget , how happy when im with you, how sad im with you.

when we argued , after 5 minutes we will be ok, everyone thinks we are together, we look perfect together, but then we are just close friend , close friend that no one will think we are not together, we are that close before, why cant you just be the close friend which you used to be ? jasmine's close friend, jasmine's everything.

when jasmine need you , you will always be the first one who come beside me, and take care of me, when im sad , and im keeping quiet , you wont ask anything from me, you will try your best to cheer me up , always be the one who cheer me up at the first place, you dont ask me, because u know that i will tell you everything, when im back to normal...

when you are sad, im the first one who be at you side , and cheer you up , even you didnt say anything , i know everything, just because i know u well , just like u know me well.

but now.. where is the feeling ? where is the feeling before ? where is the feeling when we get together? where is the feeling when we hang out together? where is the feeling when we play together? issit all gone ? only left money ?

remember what we have said before? when i grow up and work, we find a house and live together, if we two get marry , you and your wife, me and my husband will stay together in the house...... remember, when we live together already, our house must have a disco room? and more guest room? for our friends to come over our house and party together? i bet you have forgotten what we have said before le, maybe jasmine, your close friend, isnt that important to you anymore, maybe just because i seldom hang out anymore, you think i forget about you, but i have never , even a second , i never forget about you, i miss you alot.

jasmine will always be the jasmine ....
and the jasmine will always love you and miss you this close friend....
i will never forget about you, what we said before, and when we hang out together.....